Monday, May 23, 2016

Teruskan Usaha, Teruskan Berdoa

10:00 AM
Macam dah lama tak menulis panjang2 dalam blog ni.
Lps baca beberapa blog TTC'ian lain, baru saya macam terpanggil untuk menulis pula.
Masalah saya dalam ber-TTC ini tidak lah sehebat mereka sebenarnya.

Mereka itu memang kuat.
Tapi, mmg itu janji Allah, kan?
"Allah menguji hambaNya, mengikut kemampuan hambaNya"

Kisah PCOSer.
Kisah period yang haywire.
Kisah berkali kali menjalankan IVF.
Kisah berkali kali IUI.
Kisah menelan berbagai jenis ubat.

MasyaAllah. Mereka ini mmg kuat.
Memang luar biasa ketabahan mereka untuk menjadi ibu.
Kerana itu lah, saya mohon, janganlah disakiti hati mereka ini. Janganlah ditanya soalan2 berkaitan anak. Perjalanan mereka ini, takkan terjangkau oleh orang biasa. Mereka ini luar biasa.

Kisah saya hanya separuh dari kisah mereka.
Atau mungkin suku sahaja.
Saya bukan PCOSer.
Period sangat sangat regular.
Tak pernah teruk2 menelan ubat itu ini.

Bak kata orang, saya hanya TTC biasa. Yang hanya ada pengalaman sebagai TTC. Tapi, sekali menjadi TTC'ian, selamanya kita akan rasa perasaan itu.

Kepada mereka ini, saya doakan urusan mereka dipermudahkan.
Teruskan berusaha, teruskan berdoa.
Allah akan bagi pada masa yang terbaik.
Hikmah disebalik apa berlaku ini, kita makin dekat dengan Allah. Percaya lah.

Oh ya, rentetan dari plan nak buat discussion dengan Dr Tasha beberapa bulan lepas, saya dah ada small group TTC ni. Boleh dikatakan support grup juga lah. Walau discussion tu tak jadi atas kekangan masa, tapi kami sentiasa berhubung dan saling support.
InsyaAllah.. kita sebarkan positive vibe sesama kita. Kerana hanya kita yang faham perasaan "kita kita".
Mereka juga majoriti nya ada PCOSer, which is saya sendiri kurang ilmu berkaitan PCOS ni. Jadi, mereka ini juga saya kategorikan kuat.

Utk rakan-rakan, adik-adik dan semua TTC'ian, jangan sesekali putus asa.
Allah Maha Pengasih. Maha Penyayang.
Teruskan berdoa :)


Friday, May 20, 2016

Thursday, May 19, 2016

36 weeks and 7th Appointment

8:58 AM
Diam tak diam dah 7x appointment di UKMSC.
Diam tak diam dah masuk 36 minggu.

Appointment pada 17 May 2016.
Hari Selasa sbb Jumaat sebelumnya doktor takde.
Ibu tak masuk office pun.
Mmg niat nak minta MC je kat doktor.
Jadi, kul 11.30am, ayah ambil ibu kat rumah.
Then shoot to UKMSC.
Tak makan dulu pun. 
Tengok2 belum pukul 2ptg doktor dah ada.
Dan doktor panggil masuk.
Ibu orang no. 2.
Eh. Okay sgt lah kan.

Cam biasa, doktor scan.
Tgk itu ini, semua pun okay. Baby pun dah engaged kat bawah.
Anak ibu dah 3kg doktor kata. 
Wow! Huhuhu... 
Tapi takpe. Ibu tak kesah pun. Lagi ibu suka sbb berani sket ibu nak angkat2 anak ibu ni nanti. Kan?
Lepas tu doktor booking tarikh utk ibu ceaser.

Jadi, confirm lah ibu kena ceaser pada 1 Jun 2016.
Tak lama dah baby.
Wiii... baby behave okay.
Jangan ada emergency tau. Tak lama je lagi kita nak jumpa.
Oh. Mmg ibu teruja.

Okay. Meh tgk perkembangan anak  ibu plak.
18 Mei 2016 - 36 minggu.

Oleh kerana baby dah masuk 3kg. Dah engaged. Makanya mmg ibu rasa berat kat area bawah tu.
Paling scary masa nak bangun dari tidur.

Tapi takpe. Tak lama je lagi pun.
Nanti mesti ibu merindui saat ni semua.

Ibu bersyukur sangat sbb ibu dapat rasai semua ni.
Alhamdulillah.

How your baby's growing

Your baby is still packing on the pounds — at the rate of about an ounce a day. She now weighs almost 6 pounds and is more than 18 1/2 inches long (about the size of a head of romaine lettuce). She's shedding most of the downy covering of hair that covered her body as well as the vernix caseosa, the waxy substance that covered and protected her skin during her nine-month amniotic bath. Your baby swallows both of these substances, along with other secretions, resulting in a blackish mixture, called meconium, will form the contents of her first bowel movement.

36 weeks: Your baby is about the size of a head of romaine lettuce
At the end of this week, your baby will be considered "early term." (Full-term is 39 to 40 weeks. Babies born before 37 weeks are pre-term, 41 weeks is late term, and those born after 42 are post-term.) Most likely your baby is already head-down. But if not, your practitioner may suggest scheduling an external cephalic version (ECV). That's a fancy way of saying that your practitioner will apply pressure to your abdomen to try to manipulate your baby into a head-down position.

Head: Your baby is probably in a head-down position by now, which is optimal for a smooth delivery, and the head may be dropping lower into your pelvis.

Uterus: Your Braxton Hicks contractions may be a little more frequent now.

Wednesday, May 11, 2016

35 Weeks

11:54 AM
11.5.2016

35 minggu. Minggu depan dah genap 9 bulan kalau ikut tempoh dalam perubatan. Kalau ikut date 'pelekatan' tu baru 34mggu lah kan.

Minggu ni.

Agak stress dek kerana permohonan cuti.
Ibu minta cuti 3 bulan tapi boss ibu tak bagi.
Sebalnya rasa.
Walhal mmg layak pun kalau ikut pekeliling.
Kenapa lah tiada timbang rasa pun mereka ni.
Kita tak minta apa pun. Minta cuti ja.
Lagipun segala kos perubatan selama ni semua guna duit sendiri.
Takde sesen pun yg kita claim walau kalau ikut kan boleh je pergi LPPKN tu. Semua akan dibayar semula.
Takde langsung nak consider.
Takpe lah. Buat lah kita. Satu hari nanti kalau ter kena pada diri sendiri baru tahu.

Seterusnya.
Ibu agak merasa "berat"
Huhu.
Macam nak seret2 je kaki ni.
Aduyai.
Tapi takpe. Ibu menikmati je. Bukan senang kan nak dapat camni.

Perkembangan anak ibu

How your baby's growing

Your baby doesn't have much room to maneuver now that he's over 18 inches long and tips the scales at 5 1/4 pounds (about the size of a honeydew melon). Because it's so snug in your womb, he isn't likely to be doing somersaults anymore, but the number of times he kicks should remain about the same. His kidneys are fully developed now, and his liver can process some waste products. Most of his basic physical development is now complete — he'll spend the next few weeks putting on weight.

35 weeks: Your baby is about the size of a honeydew melon
Amniotic fluid: The amount of amniotic fluid surrounding your baby has peaked and will start to diminish now.

Fat: Your baby will spend the next few weeks putting on weight at the rate of about an ounce a day.

Uterus: Your uterus has expanded to about 15 times its original volume and is poking up under your ribs.

***
Baby makin membesar dalam perut ibu ni.
Dan ibu dapat rasakan yg baby aktif je.
Takpe. Ibu suka. Dan semua tu akan ibu rindui.

Terima kasih buat ibu gembira.
Alhamdulillah.. terima kasih Allah.
Semoga dipermudahkan urusan kita berdua sehingga baby lahir nanti.


Ibu n ayah can't wait. Tapi, baby duduk elok2 dulu dalam perut ibu sampai tiba masanya. Okay.
Love you.



Wednesday, May 4, 2016

34 Weeks

11:46 AM
4.5.2016

34 weeks.
Minggu ini tiada apa2 sgt.
Just macam rengsa sbb aircond office selalu lah problem.
Panas lah giler..
Ha..mmg tak elok cakap bukan bukan, kan baby.
Tapi ibu sgt la menyampah dengan semua kejadian ini.
Ibu tak pernah ambik MC sebabkan oleh pregnancy ni.
Baby ibu sangat lah behave. Tak pernah susahkan ibu.
Tapi, pihak2 yg lembap ni lah. Yang membuatkan ibu asyik amik MC.
Sbb tak tahan panas berkuap dalam ofis.

Siapa yg tahan?
Lagi mahu suruh bersabar.
Bengap sangat.
Lalu ibu MC je lah hari Khamis tu. Geram ibu rasa.
Okay lupakan.

Hari Sabtu, lepak rumah saja. Ibu ingat nak buat puding jagung.
Tapi, kemalasan melampau. Hihi.
Then Ahad, pergi tgk abang Zahir awak lapor diri masuk polis kat Pulapol Semarak.
Panas nya baby. Menitik tik tik peluh ha.
Petang, pergi umah wan. 
Agak kepenatan minggu ni.
Nak kalih2 masa tidur mmg lah rasa sesuatu yang oh maiii.
Tapi, tak pelah baby. Tak lama je lagi.
Ibu suka kalau ibu tidur mengiring tu, macam ada sesuatu yg "halus" tendang2.
Itu kaki awak ke, jari awak?
Hihi.
Ibu layan je. 3 minggu je lagi kan.
Lps tu ibu dapat pegang kaki atau tangan awak bebetul dah.

Perkembangan anak ibu.

How your baby's growing

Your baby now weighs about 4 3/4 pounds (about the size of a cantaloupe) and is almost 18 inches long. Her fat layers — which will help regulate her body temperature once she's born — are filling her out, making her rounder. Her skin is also smoother than ever. Her central nervous system is maturing and her lungs are continuing to mature as well. If you've been nervous about preterm labor, you'll be happy to know that babies born between 34 and 37 weeks who have no other health problems generally do fine. They may need a short stay in the neonatal nursery and may have a few short-term health issues, but in the long run, they usually do as well as full-term babies.

34 weeks: Your baby is about the size of cantaloupe

Fat: Your baby's layers of fat are filling out. She'll need them to regulate her body temperature once she's born.

Lungs: Your baby's lungs are well developed now. About 99 percent of babies born at this stage can survive outside the womb, and most have no major long-term problems.

**
Grow baby grow.
Kalau ikut, ibu n ayah mmg tak sabar je nak jumpa awak.
Tapi takpe. Awak have fun dulu dalam perut ibu okay.
Tak lama je lagi kita jumpa :)

Tuesday, May 3, 2016

MY RIZQ ISKANDAR

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Rezeki Untuk Rizq

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My Dear

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Our Anniversary

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My Birthday

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