Ke aku sorang ja rasa camtu??

Sesak menahan napas sbb risau orang tanya "takde lagi ker??"

Pagi raya. 

Berkesempatan menunaikan solat sunat Aidilfitri. Mmg terasa tak mahu pegi. Tp pergi juga lah. Rugi jika dibiarkan terlepas peluang setahun sekali ni.

Tp rasa nak jalan menunduk ja. Masuk saf duduk dendiam. Ada sorang dua makcik terperasan juga. Didekat oleh seorang makcik. Anaknya juga sebaya dgn ku. Katanya anak nya itu beraya di rumah mertua. 

"takde lagi yer Da?"

Aku cuba memberikan senyuman terbaik dan berkata "belum rezeki lagi makcik"

Dan makcik tu pun takde la berkata itu ini. Sbb makcik ni agak akrab juga dgn mak. Lalu dia bercerita pula ada anak orang lain yang belum ada anak juga. Oke, selamat satu hal.

Mohon agar tiada orang lain bertanya lagi. Tp ada lagi yg bertanya. Oh, cpt la imam mengumumkan solat dah nak mula. 

Jawapan ku mudah, jawapan ibu ku pun mudah - tiada rezeki lagi. 

Tahun ni selamat kerana raya pertama ku dah gerak ke Pahang. Belum sempat tetamu datang, kami dah gerak. Smpai di Pahang dah lewat petang. Tk perlu beraya ke rumah saudara sebelah ibu mertua. Selamat.

Raya kedua beraya ke rumah saudara sebelah bapa mertua. Hanya 2 buah rumah. Pun mujur. Tiada soklan2 panas. Syukur.

Sukar. Mmg sukar. Orang beraya nak seronok seronok. Kita duk berdoa agar takde la soalan2 panas, soalan2 yg bisa meruntuhkan kesabaran.

Tahun hadapan entah bagaimana pula nak hadapi. Ditambah pula adik suami yg nak kawen bulan depan ni. Tkpe lah.. rezeki itu Allah dah aturkan. :)

Selamat hari raya utk rakan TTCian semua. Maaf zahir batin :)

Salam Ramadhan dan selamat berpuasa.

Lamanya tak menulis di sini.

Sebulan ya.

Iya lah tu. 

Takde cerita sgt berkaitan TTC.

Oh. 'makcik' itu sudah berkunjung.

Utk rekod, kena tulis juga dlm ni - Rabu, 1 Ogos.

Very de cantik kan date. Itu pun dah nak petang. Tp akur jelah.

Cam biasa. Tepat 28hari. Ke 27hari tah.

Displin tu makcik ai tu. 

Bulan puasa ni mmg aktiviti 'berdansa' merudum sket.

Tp kena pulak OD 2 kali bulan puasa ni.

Yg pertama dah terlepas (taktau bila), jd tgk la bln ni. Mana tau berkat Ramadhan.

Last week terima berita sorang lagi staff ofis yg kawen bulan 4 tu ari dah pregnant 5 minggu.

Perasaan? Ada la beberapa perkara yg buat aku rasa cam oh, mengapa cepat rezeki dia.

Tapi lps 2,3 hari, redha. Mmg redha itu perlu kan utk kita yg TTC ni.

Lagipun kita diberi ujian yang Allah tahu kita boleh menanggungnya.

Mungkin orang2 sedemikian ujian yg dia boleh tanggung lain. Ujian seperti kita ber TTC ni dia tak boleh tanggung.

Jadi, cheers up! 

Kita diuji kerana kita kuat. Allah lebih mengetahui.

Tapi..... aku tatau aku sekuat mana utk menerima kalo anak buah aku yg kawen bulan 5 ari tu plak pregnant. Setakat ni tak dgr cerita lagi. Aku tak la berdoa agar dia plak kena cam aku kan, tapi aku berdoa, kalo dpt berita tu, harap aku kuat, tabah dan redha dengan ujian ni.

Utk kita yg TTCian - kata kata ini amat sesuai untuk dijadikan motivasi. Insyaallah.

As usual.

CD1 on 9 June.

Got 2 lines on OPK on CD13.

And on 16DPO it comes. As usual. 

Entah. Taktau lah apa kenanya.

Usaha segala seme dah buat dah.

Apa lagi tak kena?

Malas nak kata apa lagi.

Tkpe lah. Lps siap hal rumah ni, boleh sambung treatment.

Penat.

Lelah.

Mengapa tak semudah orang lain??

Mengapa?

Mengapa?

So, if I get a positive result on an ovulation test, when do we make love? 

Great question. The answer is: right away - and daily for the following three days if possible. (haha... tak pepenah aku buat maraton 3 days in a row neh.. tp kali ni, demi mu anak, akan ku cuba juga. And luckily it's on weekend. Hoho)

As noted above, a positive result says that the LH is flowing, and you will likely ovulate within the next twelve to thirty-six hours. Make love right away, the following day, and the day after that for insurance. This way, the sperm should be in the neighborhood to fertilize the egg in a timely fashion. As the egg does not hang around long, timing is crucial, and that is why OPKs will certain enhance the probability of pregnancy.

Sounds great! But are the tests accurate? And when do I begin testing? Let's begin with the latter question first. The day you begin to test depends on your cycle length. Your product insert will give you a "schedule" for a start date based on how long your menstrual cycle is. If your cycle is not regular (the length bounces around a bit), then error on the side of caution and select the longest cycle average. Today, ovulation tests are much cheaper than they were a few years back, so you can simply buy the clinical strips on the internet. They are FDA approved and do have a good record of accuracy.

As for accuracy, in clinical settings ovulation tests are over 99% accurate. That's good news, but it means that you have to follow instructions and all "optimization" suggestions. So, to begin with, do not use first morning urine - that's for pregnancy tests. With OPKs, you should do late afternoon or early evening testing as the LH is produced by your body in the morning and needs to move into your system. As with any kind of urine-based test, we recommend that you hold urine for several hours before the collection. And avoid drinking a lot of fluids right before you test. This two tips will make sure that dilution of the urine will not take place and that the amount of LH in the sample will be at its highest level possible.

(masa buat smlm mmg dalam 4 jam gak aku tak meng-urine. Hihi. Sbb aku ada tugasan. Dan bermakna aku tak minum jugak sepanjang masa tu. Cuma minum sket je masa makan lunch. So, mmg right timing lah time tu. Kadang tu, mmg memacam kebetulan kan. Apa yg penting sekarang, doa... jgn terlalu berharap dan jangan terlalu menyerah)

Haha.

Tajuk harus propa. 

Smlm da citer buat OPK test. On CD12. *smlm tertulis CD13, sebenarnya baru CD12. Choi..lupa plak*

Today CD13.

And it's double line!

*terus mata bersinar sinar dlm toilet tu*

Wah. Igt sng nak buat test dlm toilet ofis. Time orang amik wuduk la apa la.

Sudah la guna stick tu kan. Satu hal nak kena cari bekas plak. Haha.

So, apa perlu buat ni? Apa perlu buat ni?

(ahah! walo pun seofis uols, takkan ai nak tarik asben ai trus kut. Agak2 la... sabo yer. Harap ia blum 24jam!)

Dan kali ni aku tak mengong p buang stick tu.
Esuk try lagi buat test. Dan selebihnya simpan utk next month - kalo eksperimen ini tak menjadi lah. Hihi.

Untuk itu, doakan eksperimen kali ni berhasil ya.

Sbb tanda2 ovulate cam white-egg tu takde.

Tkpe, usaha tangga kejayaan. Haha.

Utk itu saya pun doakan 'kejayaan' kawan2 yg lain juga :)

Moga ada rezeki kita. Insyaallah.

Utk Eida Baharom, kat link sini ada byk lagi gmbr2 yg OPK strips. Bleh tgk mana yg sama ngan Eida nyer.

kredit : here

If you test once only every 24 hours you will only find out about the positiveOPK at 8 a.m. the next day, which may be too late for getting pregnant if you only have sex at that time.

Credit : Here

Sperm Life - How Long Do Sperm Live?
In general, sperm can live in the right environment for up to 5 days. The right environment would be inside the uterus and the cervix. In certain environments, such as the cervix, uterus and fallopian tubes sperm have a life-span of up to five days. That's why a woman can get pregnant if they ovulate within 5days after intercourse.
Most sperm, however will die within 1-2 days after ejaculation, even inside the uterus. In other environments, such as the vagina, sperm live only a few hours and outside the human body, exposed to the open air, they will usually die within minutes. 

• Make love the day your get your positive result, and over the following 3 days. Yes, this is sex on demand, but that's why there is Pre-Seed!

• Consider BBT charting as a way to confirm ovulation through the body temperature increase that takes place following ovulation (due to the rise in progesterone).

• If your partner has sperm count issues, talk to your doctor about how to time intercourse and determine the right frequency for sex.